i'm interested in a T-Mobile Sidekick II but i'm not sure if it's compatible with usage in singapore. it's a super cool phone where all singaporeans won't have if i get it. I'm seriously interested in it. But i dont want to spend more than 500 for it. Hmmm i'll give singtel a call to ask about this phone's compatibility.

I like it when i like someone. Just makes me feel like i'm in love, I like it. But it's totally different when you're together, so odd. Don't want to be in that position. I think i'm just glad to be able to like someone. :)

Hello, i'm supposed to have been studying about 6 hours ago but then i pushed it to 9. But i'm on the computer now. Very good. I'm gonna do so well for CA that they are gonna push me up to sec4 express. YAY! right. Gonna move out soon. NO NO NO! :( bye bye


I made a promise to you,
I said i'll always be there for you.
From the time i said that until now,
you never needed me.
Will i ever get a chance to fulfil this promise i made?

OMG. i saw ailin's display name and i feel flustered cos it's marcus the fatty bom bom! Not cos marcus is fat or anything. But i think he's super cute! :D SUPER SUPER CUTE! so wrong. SO CUTE! eehehehe! he still remembers me!! OMG. this is so gross.

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I also think Kjersti Buaas is cute too! :D she's so hot although she she's participates in the winter olympics! HEH. geddit? HAHA. she's cute la. She's like those skateboarders with the underwear showing if they do some really big air. her underwear sticks out too, in the 0 degree celcius cold. TSK.

I'm too lazy to put up links, but i'll put up part of the url so you smartasses can go figure! ( see! my blog's educational! ) Anyway i've got this tiny crush on gemma ward. She's so cute! :D EHEHE. and i just watch pirates of the carribean. Was so good! i want to watch the 2nd one! hmmm. I'm gonna go. seeya.

I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.

soviet kitsch.

I'm tired. really tired. Why are you so annoying!? damnit, i'm an emo cow. I wanted to blog bout something, but then now i forgot what i wanted to say. Btw, i still like Hands Down by Dashboard confessionals very much; your kiss might kill me.

i hate it when i wake up after a nap and then think of 2 people and listen to all these emo songs. I dont want to have the same problem i did last year. It was the beginning of the year, i was prepared for whatever was coming my away except for this, now it's like history repeating itself. I don't require such problems now when i feel i'm coping rather well. I remembered clearly how everything went spiralling down when tingxi came about. I just dont want it to happen again, not cos of tingxi

the cures

maybe i loved you on friday, maybe i loved you on saturday, maybe i loved you on sunday. But it all just feels so different now.

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HAHA, i just thought about it and i remembered why i actually came online to blog.
( the truth is i blog all the time so it doesn't make much of a difference, HAHA! )

Anyway, i wanted to blog cos of the noise coming from next door! It's so annoying! ( It's not those moaning and groaning sounds you perverts! ) It's like drilling and hammering and the likes. I'm gonna get new neighbours! 1 indian, 1 chinese and 2 chindian kids! HAHA. anyway, they are like totally rebuilding the house and they like showed us an artist impression of it, i think they are showing off but it looks kinda cool anyway. THANK GOD I'M MOVING AFTER THE CA! :D but i'm going to some shit place which is like a 3 minutes walk from my current house and when we leave, we are gonna do some serious renovation too and our immediate neighbour from the left will have many i say many, sleepless weekend mornings. ;)

the second thing i want to blog about is about the shirt i printed for yimei. She doesn't like it.
:( damnit! i'm so retarded. so spastic! i never want to give anyone anymore presents. Nobody likes what i give them. UGH. i'm so emo, i gonna slash my wrist in every direction! stabby rip stab stab! ok, i quoted that from Emo Kid. i'm so not gonna do that over a present. Nuts.

I LOVE YOU LIKE A FAT KID LOVE CAKE!

I'm obsessed with that simile. Too bad, there isn't someone whom I can wholeheartedly say it to over and over again without it losing it's meaning, anymore. I'm tired but I feel good cos I did P.E. like really really do P.E. I need extra lessons for chemistry, but i dont dare to ask miss phee. She kinda scares me and miss lim is damn nice! She's willing to give us like extra lessons. I bet she finds me annoying. I want to listen to her class tomorrow! :D I like to sit in the front, then can gossip with her! March is coming. sigh, miss seah/ mrs. lok is going for maternity leave. And she'd be back like only in may or july! So depressing! :( although she doesn't teach me, i love her a lot ok! oh wells, i'm not sure of what to blog anymore. oh yes, i wanted to add one point. MARIA SHARAPOVA IS LESBIAN( OR BISEXUAL ) ! I KNOW IT! I JUST KNOW IT!

let's just be friends,
but we could always play pretend.
you could love me
and you know i'd love you too.
i want to hold your hand
so we could entwine like a friendship band.

i thought of a title, but i forgot it in like half a minute.

I like girls.

small girls,
cute girls,
round girls,
pretty girls,
small and round girls
fat girls, ( think fishball like )
short girls,
tall girls,
braces wearing girls,
glasses wearing girls,
braces and glasses wearing girls, ( :D )
fair girls,
tan girls,
intelligent girls,
dumb girls,
bimbotic girls,
weird girls, ( think shushan weird )
friendly girls,
dao girls, ( think tingxi dao )
cool girls,
nerdy girls.

yep, girls in general. I'm not frigging lesbian damnit! i'm describing my friends. :S

I baked the stuff already, It taste's fucking odd. It's nice in the centre but the ends are like burnt shit. I also can't find a container to put such a HUGE peanut butter cookie/cake/brittle in.( I was lazy to do i just put everything in the tin and let it bake I'm really not cut out for baking. ) I'm not a baking person. :D Ok, i'll figure it later when my mum comes home. I hope Tania(bernice) would like it! :D

I made Yimei's shirt already, at first glance it looked ok. Now i look at it again, the words are printed to far apart and not alined! Damnit, damnit! And the tag line which i felt was originally cool now feels, meaninglessmeaninglessmeaninglessmeaninglessmeaningless.

i can't, i can't give you a reason.
I'm not sure why but it disheartens me that you're no longer the only one anymore.
and everything about you still rings in my head.
But still, it doesn't matter cos we were never meant for each other.
i'll still be there for you, i swear.

i feel in doubt, I dont know. It feels wrong, but it feels right. It feels so good, but it's really bad.

screaming infidelities

ok this news is about 17 hours late, but bear with me.

OMG!! IGNATIUS WON! I'M SO HAPPY! :D :D I'M SO PROUD OF US! WE WON LIKE 1ST SINCE LIKE EONS AGO! OMG WE BEAT MARIE AND ISABEL! I HOPE WE CAN DO IT TOO AND SPORTS DAY! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

school today was fun, we managed to get internet access in class thru my phone and we went to read blogs. :D HAHA. so funny :D kept teasing sihui after that! Hmmm... after that can't remember what happened. Then had f&n. Was super fun la. :D

it's all in the pants!

yo hoe hoe! ;)

today was like really funny. i met Vanessa halfway up the stairs then i was like, Bernice is super pretty! then she was like, lucky i'm in the south zone tournament i get to see fayanne, but then next year i won't see her anymore, but luckily still got Jillian she sec3 right! then i was like, no! then she was like, huh! why all the pretty ones go already! then i was like, EEEE VANESSA LIKE JILLIAN! I'M GOING TO TELL JILLIAN! ( but i won't ) then the moment i said Jillian, i felt flat on stairs, i tripped and my face was like flat on the ground at the top floor and my legs were still on the steps and i was laughing like shit and fer lai was laughing at me and a sec1 class was behind me. and i continued laughing like a moron. AHAHA so retarded. then i was like, jillian is a very unlucky word for me. :(
btw, chem was relieved my miss lim and rachel was super happy. HAHA :D i like sitting next to Yimei, she's fun! :D

Dont look back, Dont look forward.

It's so tragic! Today's the last day of the tournament! It's so sad! No more Bernice! arghh! :(
I love badminton tournaments, you get to stay indoors without all that sun and all. ugh. Man it was really good. I felt the best match i actually had was when i partnered Charlene against Tania and Bernice. UGH. I'm so obsessed. I'm tired. I think me and Peiqi keep observing her and she's so adorable. She's so funny! UGH! and what Charlene told me and what i dig up from Tania! HAHAHAHA! I'M OBSESSED I TELL YOU! oh yes, Peiqi was so nice to this Cedar girl cos she cried! So sad lor! We saw her crying then we tried to console her! Oh yes i just remember what Bernice said about the Georgina and her vagina bone tearing splits! HAHAHA I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO LIKES BERNICE LA! AHHHHHHHH! hahaha! :D

I'm think i'm super emo. I dont look emo or whatever la. but yeah, i like emo tunes. I like electroclash too!

Anyway, Peiqi's an ass she made me wake up at 9.30 cos she said meet at 10.30 to watch i not stupid. Now i'm glued to the computer. Training's at 2, ends at 4ish. Then they want to watch i not stupid later then i'll go to ailin's house wearing zhap clothes. :( Damn damn. It's natural to feel self conscious when you are going to mega rich girl's house and when her friends ( which also happens to be mine ) are gonna wear stuff like they are going to go clubbing. I'm paranoid.

bye bye

i love *__.
*fill in with whichever name you presume.

For we are jolly good fellows! :D

WE BEAT CRESCENT!! :D 3-2. I WON MY MATCH LIKE FINALLY.

i'm exhausted, i came home at like 8.30! I think bernice is super pretty. :D
tomorrow super stress, got movie at 10.30 then training at 2 till 4. then the tuition teacher wants to pop by. and ailin's house got bbq like say 7. UGH. to go or not go. damn damn. no money too.

funk and bit more funk.

Come to think of it, Friday is here! Why can't the tournament end on friday so that i can consume i whole tube of colgate tomorrow. :(

I like electroclash, rock and Emo.
:D
I want to rock with all my homies, yo!

A perfect day, a perfect lie.

Brrrrrrrr! It's cold! It's very windy too! :D it was raining just awhile ago. I like rain, i love rainy days. There's no sun and there wouldn't be such a big risk of getting skin cancer. Only retarded people like Chelsy would want to stay in the sun, she's nuts by the way. ( btw the next day after the tennis tournament, i saw her and she was sunburnt! She said it was nice, OMG! ) I'm very full, i had sakae and i keep spending unnesscary money. :( I missed house practise too. Poor ingnatius, I hope you don't fall to behind without me. Heehee!

a post mortem.

hello bitches!
I had match today. Me and Charlene lost to Tania and Bernice 14-17, 15-12, 5-15. The last match was so pathetic la. Then i'm talking to Tania now and i was asking why the Bernice so dao. Then she was like, it's cos me and Charlene kept laughing and stuff and being annoying as if the match didnt really matter. Actually come to think of it, it is annoying. Should change this habit. I should cuss really loudly. ;)

i'm praying that you dont burn out, or fade away.

right. that's it. *points upwards* i think that's all i've got to say.

my 203 and post!

You Should Get a Tattoo of Initials

Modern and expressive You're proud of who you are (or who you love)!

What Tattoo Should You Get?

if tomorrow meant today, what would yesterday mean?

Eh hey! i'm blogging. I had a pretty fruitful training session. My thighs are all sore, i'm tired la. But i really like the exhilarating feeling. It just gets to me after such a long time, I haven't done it in eons and suddenly when i to what i used to love to do again; it just grows on me again! Match against SCGS is coming again. Karen was like must play better if not you all will play like shit again, as in referring to the cedar match and then i was like, ask SCGS to fuck off and die. I think i'm super rude. :(

Omg, i just had a bite of chocolate sihui gave to me! It's SO bitter! It's like eating cocoa powder with with water! But it's not melted anymore la! I put it in the freezer! :D

Yesterday had match against Cedar at SCGS, we lost to cedar 1-4, could have been 2-3 but it was so close. Neh-mind. I lost my match 15-3, 15-1 and all the points that me and irina got was like from the cedar errors. I wasn't feeling very motivated to play due to many reason, but afterall it was still my fault for not trying my best. Anyway played that same girl i played last year with Cheryl. Forgot her name, the Sarah or Rachel or Michelle. She used to have long hair la, then now she got damn short hair ok. When the match ended i wanted to ask her, i thought you had long hair last time? But then her partner kept saying sorry (cos when she smashed it hit my hand, but it didn't hurt AT ALL ) and i was like it's ok, it's ok. She's very cute la. HAHA.

Then charlene's match she played against some, girl who was quite pretty, looked a bit like Bibi the OBS instructor. Charlene lost the the first set, won the second then won the third, which of either winning match i wasn't present cos i went down with fayanne. then a crying shuwen came. HAHA, they are damn funny ok. i know alot of secret now. And i only came back during the 2nd set of misa and cheryl's doubles. they lost also la, but played rubber. could have won but i think they were too tired. :D

After the tournament, went to town ate pasta and they seriously closed the road la. So retarded! then cheryl and kelly and charlene and peiqi and jasmine were shocked by what i said :( yeah, was quite fun. Gonna go watch i not stupid 2 with the badminton team!

Maybe i'm just bitter that you like her.
I'm bitter over it all, i like you.

highly strung?

Ok, today school felt short but still felt long. We didn't do much had pe and me and tanya showered in school :) so clean! then after that had pc and 2 periods of chemistry. Was late for pc. Then went to chem, i had a black plastic board in tow. I asked charmaine to write a 'G' and she wrote a mutated 'G' haha. so that mutated 'G' became the side with 'GO YIMEI' and the other side was the ' GO STC ' haha. had test during chem, i have a feeling that i will kena the 1-on-1 session with miss phee. then after that miss phee very annoying la she made us stayback for 10minutes. so me charmaine and tanya went down with that board. we are such good supporters can! we supported weejia and yimei first, when we first went down saw yimei then we held up the board with the ' GO YIMEI ' and she was like it's a distraction! then so bad la. we stood at weejia's side cos nearer to us then we held the ' GO STC ' then whenever yimei could see us we just changed to ' GO YIMEI ' she was like damn pek chek i think. anyhows, yimei and weejia's match was quite boring so we decided to watch fangzi and leanne's doubles. They won la, 9-7! damn happy! :D yeah. halfway thru fangzi and leanne's match wanted to catch yimei's but suay suay she already finished then she walked to us. haha so we were like there trying to support and stuff. they won and all so we were happy la! yup. then we suntanned and stuff quite retarded la. and Yimei is now S.L.Y.M it stands for, SUPER LOUSY YI MEI! hahaha!